But there has got to be an opening, somewhere here in front of me, through this maze of ugliness and greed.
This will forever and always be my favorite song, no matter what.
(Source: Spotify!)
this website is dumb as fuck. probably deleting this… sick of seeing all of these depressed kids complaining about their lives. call me insensitive but honestly if you have all of these problems go find some real help. “Expressing” yourself over the internet is fucking retarded and will only make shit worse.
you barely have a life to live so instead of sitting around bitching about how that boy is an asshole why don’t you go out and try to find a new one or just fucking do shit that will take your mind off of it. 1 person won’t ruin your life. its a fucking nice day out, be happy you get that every morning when you wake up. you should be celebrating all of the good things you have. tell me you are alone, why don’t you go fucking talk to people. there are… what… 7 billion people on this earth and you bitch about being alone. well fuck you too.
i honestly hope that the “girl of your dreams” or “the guy that was different” or whatever you want to call it breaks your heart, over and over again until you learn to stop being foolish. please tell me why you need to tell the world that you harm yourself, give me a reason. there is no reason to do that, that shit hurts like a bitch.
maybe your life really does suck. your family hates you, you have no friends, you are fat, unattractive, and worthless. you just have to keep on swimming. go outside and just sit in the grass watching the stars. you will feel worthless beyond anything you have ever felt. a little spot in this big universe. then think beyond that… you can’t comprehend. now you can think that you are worthless. we are so small, and not important, so why not just try to live a fun filled life. work hard and play hard to make this short time on earth worth it.
so please, if you are one of those people that reblogs cool shit one day and then reblogs shit about how depressed they are and all of that, do me a favor and unfollow me so i can unfollow you. maybe i won’t have to delete this if you do that, because i like the good things in life just like the funny and interesting shit on here.
This song is incredible. Original version.
CHORUS:
In the dead of the night when I’m awake
Do you think about tomorrow or yesterday when it’s
forgotten do you wish I stayed?
I’m tryna be right this is my life I can’t stay so I just fade.
VERSE:
So you like the guy with dreams and goals,
.you were tired of the men who had sold their souls
following the fold, but that’s not true.
Following the gold, that’s more like you.
Now a chance to escape from all of that life cause
you want to escape from all of that right?
Here’s your chance but I warned you well in advance.
Still you decide to trash out, change your face.
I’ll tell you right now lady that you know we’re going places.
It’s a wild ride so please girl hold on,
take my hand now girl and we can’t go wrong.
Hope you realize chasing dreams ain’t easy,
there are times when you can’t fight believe me.
Too much of your life’s plan,
let’s just swing it life’s a game and I’m begging you
to bring it right here(right here),
I know(I know) that there’s too much too lose.
It’s a wake up call girl, but you’re still hitting snooze.
You say “give up” too quickly and I don’t know why.
But I know you will miss me when you lie awake and cry.
CHORUS:
In the dead of the night when I’m awake
Do you think about tomorrow or yesterday when it’s
forgotten do you wish I stayed?
I’m tryna be right this is my life I can’t stay so I just fade.
VERSE 2:
I told you that I wanna be a music man
You said “alright baby what’s your back up plan?”
I wonder why that’s the first place you go.
You could have a little faith girl, you know?
I know this dream could be a long shot,
but you could show some support and what not.
Finally found an answer to return and say, made it up
that’s what daddy does anyway.
I feel bad how I am forced to lie, sometimes your dreams need an alibi.
Clearly that’s an answer she likes to hear,
she grabs her and whispers something in my ear: “you’re
gonna be a great man one day.”
Yeah maybe I’ll get mine someday.
I’d rather leave and not lie,
it ain’t right but now you’re stuck right here girl.
CHORUS:
In the dead of the night when I’m awake
Do you think about tomorrow or yesterday when it’s
forgotten do you wish I stayed?
I’m tryna be right this is my life I can’t stay so I just fade.
In the dead of the night when I’m awake
Do you think about tomorrow or yesterday when it’s
forgotten do you wish I stayed?
I’m tryna be right this is my life I can’t stay so I just fade.
